What gives you that endorphin rush? For me it's getting a new tattoo, getting a piercing, doing something I have always wanted to do but haven't done it yet. For instance I have been wanting to go on the skywheel, and of course it's oh yeah let's do it but yet it doesn't get done, so this year for my birthday I will go on the sky wheel even if I have to go alone. I will actually make it to see a sunrise this year.
What makes you feel confident? Is it your favorite jeans? Makeup or a great hair day? For me it's chinos and a bright shirt and the smile that lets the world know I am getting ready to conquer it!!! Another thought as I was driving back to work is I want to do a post on or around my birthday but I am hesitant because I am sure a family member or members will get offended. In doing my blog my intentions is not to offend anybody even though I know it isn't quite possible to please everyone.
Seasons in one's life, we have all go through them even if we don't recognize them or go running through them. Someone told me this morning maybe I am going through the "winter" season, hibernation breeds detachment and isolation usually and most times to better self at the end of the season. Other thoughts range from.....
Laughing at myself because last nite as I was driving home, I started looking for my keys, yep go back and read at again. I did and I laugh every time. Laughter is really good for the soul, I do know that I have laughed more in the last few weeks due to a kindred spirit. As I walk through the store doing my job and speaking or at least trying to speak to everyone, you have no clue as to what another is going through. Usually when we laugh at work a customer will laugh with us. I think about new life and how at times I am still trying to accept at I will never get to experience it. I am by far a lot better at accepting that than what I was.
All day today I have done nothing but think of this dream I had last nite. It was so vivid and so detailed that even now I can see what is going on. I am gonna have to write that one down and get someone to interrupt it for me. Sleep does not come as easy as before but yet I have always had issues with sleep. Do not get me wrong I love sleep. I love my bed and there are times that I have to make an effort to be friends with my bed just so I can get a decent nites sleep. Of course the lack of sleep could be due to all the thoughts that run through my head, or it could be all the meds I am taking...
It has been real hard for me to have writers block, words are my life and my life is words. I can describe my life and my thoughts so much better with words. I miss my Dad. I am learning that I can have a healthy balance in my life and everything will still be okay. There are a few things I am struggling wi and ,Anne one day I will write them down for you and share them. So for now, keep your thoughts going who knows what you may stumble on. I know you are reading this and we need to do coffee soon. So for now I leave you with do something today that you would not normally do.......
Until next time
Later Tater Tot
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